07:46

Oct 19, 2008

It's 7:46 AM and I'm sitting here in front of the comp nothing to bother me, hot coffee waiting to be consumed. If not here at this moment I'd have been in the bus stand or walking towards the bus stand ( Usually I have to catch bus at around this time to reach college at 9). Either ways one thing would have been certain..I'd be listening to Coming Back To Life, the place doesn't matter. Really, the place doesn't matter at all but the mood does matters, so are the thoughts that come to my mind does. More or less I'll always be in this frame of mind. Thinking about something that is of not much importance, planing to do something which might not be feasable to do at all. The thoughts never go beyond myself and my interests except that these days i'm thinking too much about the project work to be done. I just think, you know, nothing else i do, everything else falls into the place by themselves. So in this case too i'm hoping everything will sort out by itself. What I really want to say is i do not think too much about the thinks that needs to be considered (untill it completely comes to my neck!) rather i only spend time thinking of those things which either elates my mind or think of a way to overcome the obstacle to make myself happy.

Whatever, Coming back to life and High Hopes are the songs that I'd like to listen at any point of time. Such wonderful songs they are. These songs take me away into a completly differnt world, a place where only my thoughts matter and nothing else. Thats when I realize I love myself so much. Thats when I realize I've no regrets for my deeds. Thats when I realize I can do whatever I want and take whatever path my mind wish to and reach wherever my thoughts ask me to go!


Nov 15, 2008

What compelled me to post this now? Well, I was listening to Pink Floyd while bathing today. It just took me away completely and made me forget everything for a little while. Never i have had a shower listening to Floyd. It was an awesome experience, maybe you should try it too! This piece of writing which I had written long back came to my mind and i decided to post! :|

Did some editing work for what I had written long back. I am sure I have depicted my state of mind on that day perfectly. It feels so nice to just think about that feeling. I'll listen to that song now!

...I'm feeling low.

...I'm feeling low.
This situation which I'm in now is awful.
Don't feel like doing anything. Absolutely not interested in anyone or anything.
My mind is a traitor, It tricks Me. It takes me into a sense of nothingness
where there is no hope whatsoever
And whatever I do it makes me feel that I'm a loser.
A worthless Human Being i am, It reminds Me...

But I care the least, things around Me, My false mind bears no importance to me.
I wont let my mind conquer me. For I know I'm way too better than all these and no false hope can get better of Me.